Zimrat Yah!

Last summer I heard about a Messianic Youth camp called Camp Zimrat Yah( Song of God) from my friends Luci and Lucas. Between them and God they convinced me that I should go. So I registered and went. It was fun. I met a lot of cool people at the camp. I’m not super close with anyone from the camp but I do hang out with and talk with people from there still.

So with Zimrat coming up in August and me still not registered to go one can only guess what people have been telling me

“Krystal, you should come to Zimrat”

“Krystal, are you registered for camp yet?”

“Krystal, how come you are not coming to camp”


You get the point. So how come I don’t want to go to Zimrat this year? Mostly because I don’t really feel I fit in with the people from camp, I don’t feel close to anyone there. I don’t hang out with anyone from camp outside of camp except for when I make it happen. This kinda hurts because I wish they would just randomly come over, or invite me to something. I feel like it’s a one sided relationship. That’s kind of a stupid reason for not going to camp I know but I feel rejected, so I just want to hide in the shadows and pretend camp isn’t happening but since moving to Regina that has been impossible as its all everyone I know is talking about.

I think I should get out of my boat though and walk on the water and go to camp and have a good time and focus on my relationship with Yeshua and not worry about fitting in with people and having good friends from camp. This is something that is going to be in my prayers this week as I am going to make a decision about going or not by this Shabbat.

Shalom!